Aku yang pasrah...redha

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku...
Kau murahkan rezeki kami suami isteri..agar kami dpt memberikan kehidupan..pendidikan..yg terbaik buat anak2 kami...

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku...
Kau turunkan rezeki kami jika rezeki kami masih Kau letaklan tinggi diatas langit..
Dan Kau keluarkanlah rezeki kami jika rezeki kami masih Kau letakkan jauh didasar bumi..

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku...
Sesungguhnya aku redha diatas segala ketentuanMu..
Aku redha diatas segala ujianMu..
Ku mohon padaMu agar aku terus diberi kekuatan untuk menghadapinya...

Aku yakin ada hikmah besar disebalik apa yg telah Kau aturkan...
Ya..aku amat yakin...

Amin...

Gained and Losing Weight

Hari ni again me,Ammar and Sara went to see Emmir.Satja dah begolek mcm ubi si Emmir tu.But again he got a problem with the susu..Sian nda dia..dh berapa kali tukaq susu.Whatever it is..breast milk is the best for baby.

Actually after my confinement period, I still didnt manage to get my shape back..Dulu pun tak dak lah shape mana pun..but still masih cantik dipandang.Now..masih lagi cantik...cuma I've gained some weight to my body.Reason yg selalu bg dkt org bila tegoq berisi.."menyusu lah..lapaq.."heheh..mmg betoi lapaq esp lepas baby menyusu..but that reason is bullshit!!I know...Tapi syaitan sentiasa menghasut..Setan pun syaitan..Nyah kau jauh!
Rasanya my husband pun takmau i've gained so much weight..dan dia selalu support aku in his own ways like dulu mlm2 before off to bed he will prepared a glass of ayaq limau nipis..But I cant take it anymore coz sara will loss her appetite and cirit birit.And now he will make sure I'll drink lots of water everyday,do exercises..like we went to jogging.Tp disebabkan selalu hujan this lately I just do indoor exercise,skipping.Skipping pun susah gak..yg angkat dua2 kaki.So the result after doing all exercises kejang otot2 perut,otot betis semua.Adeh!Nampak sgt badan kena overhauled.

Dulu masa baru kahwin..I used to work and live in KL.We are 'weekend husband and wife'...So bila weekend we'll stay at hotel.Kebetulan masa tu AmBank (my office) ada voucher hotel utk staf.So bole la merasa duduk hote2l dgn rate yg cukup berbaloi.Just imagine Hotel Concorde Shah Alam we can get at only RM30 per night with breakfast! Berbaloi-baloi....
During our stay tuh, selalu gak pi gym kat hotel.Husband la yg ajak...Dia mmg suka actually kalau wife dia nih bersenam..cuma wife dia ja baloq liat org kedah kata.So satu hari dkt gym tu ada lah one lady yg exercise guna bycycle..sambil baca majalah.She seems very rileks doing reading and exercise together.So I decided to try that style.So my hubby pun ambiklah magazine letak and I started cycling.Know what!?..I cant even read that magazine!..penat gila.Penat mengayuh sampai nak baca pun takleh concentrate,asyik baca line yg sama ja...Hahaha..At last..my hubby ja yg exercise while I was enjoyed eating kuih dkt luaq.

Tapi bermula dari saat ini aku berazam utk kurus..utk kurus dan pakai baju cantik2 utk hari raya tahun dpn.Tahun depan this Kausar will getting kurus...kurus dan cantik mcm Angelina Jolie.

Cheers!

My 2 kids...

Owwwhh...ada gak org dok tunggu nak baca blog i nih...huhu..thanks btw!
Actually I didnt get any chance b4 to update my blog coz ammar selalu konker(tak tau eja in english..haha)pc.Ni pun bole menuleh sbb both my babies dh tdoq.


Ok..for those who happened to be my readers and silent readers ..Im actually married with two wonderful kids.Picture above is my awesome hero Muhammad Ammar Mirzan, 2 and half yr old.This little hero was born on 26th April 2007.He's really interested in lorries and tractors.Dkt rmh ni dah mcm construction site.Ammar ni very picky eaters.Gheja minum susu ja..nenen..nenen.Just imagine susu yg 1kg pny can only last for a week.Jenuh dh mama ni bg mcm2 vitamin.Dari appeton lysine, Seven Seas Multivitamin nak bagi ada appetite sikit..tk jalan2 jgak.Appetite susu yg makin hebat.Kalau makan nasi pun becinta nak habis.Kalau mee...seurat..seurat dia ambik.Any idea mcm mana nak bagi anak berselera makan..?Dh kurus anak mama nih.
This is my 2nd baby,Airina Sarra.Now,Sara is 5 months old baby and today she started to have 2 pieces of Farleys in the morning and nestum in the evening besides mummy's milk and formula milk, of course.

Giving birth to Sara I can say a bit nervous for me coz my husband not allowed to join me in labour room.Im on my own.But Alhamdulillah Allah give me guts to be in there alone.And after 6 hours struggling I finally gave birth to Sara with 3.68 kilo.

Ammar Mirzan and Airina Sarra - this two little angle really defines myself.Mama love u soooo much.Hope both of you will grow up being a good person!

So enough telling about my two kids this time.See you guys in my next post.

Assalammualaikum...Bismillahhirohmanirohim...

Hah!!Nervous...this is my first blog and still thinking nak tulis apa...the idea of having my own blog dh lama..tp syik tertangguh.antara sbbnya dont have quality time in writing coz selalu bila guna laptop ammar pun nak menyibuk - sibuk nak tgk youtube.kecik2 dh pandai nak youtube,ni semua papa dia la yg ajaq.at last papa pun tension sbb takleh surfing internet dgn aman.haha..Ona (panggilan anak2 and anak menakan@anak buah dkt my little sister,nabelah) pun ada experience kena layan ammar tgk youtube.Enjoy kan Ona? ;p

Another idiot reason is I've always think that nothing to share@write about myself but that was before tonite! After reading other's ppl blog, rasa mcm best plak.See how much they appreciate and cherish all those moment and people in their life.I've come to realise that I pun ada byk org dan moment2 yg best utk dikongsikan.Especially about my two childrens MUHAMMAD AMMAR MIRZAN and AIRINA SARRA.Since my hubby pun seorang yg suka ambik gambaq..instead of just keep it safe in drive D, I think Im gonna paste it here and put some story in it.And that's a brilliant idea kan papa?!

So..to my lovely childrens Ammar and Sarra and my dear husband..This blog is dedicated to you..Lots of love from mama.

Happy reading!